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Pichón

Posted on Mar 16th, 2007 by Iohel el profeta : ecosentido Iohel el profeta
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My parents gave me a cokatiel for a present a couple of years ago.  They said it was to keep me company, since I was living by myself at the time.  However, I am sure they were trying, unsuccessfully, to generate in me a sense of fatherhood in me.  See, I am their oldest child of three and the only son... and the craving for granchildren is strong in those two.

We had a long discussion on what would be the bird's name.  After a couple of weeks of fumbling through dictionaries and history books we arrived at a concensus.  The bird's official name was "Ike" (pronounced in Spanish: E-keh).  However, only my father calls him that.  My mom calls him "el pajarito" or little bird.  My sister calls him Fifi.  A friend of mine calls him Peach.  I call him "pichón" or young pigeon (which appalls me... As I was writing this blog I decided to look into the wordreference.com dictionary for the literal translation of pichón and found out it means young pigeon.  I do not like pigeons in general and I have been callin my apartment mate a young pigeon all this time... will God forgive me?) or young bird.

Pichón, in my mind, means a young bird or fledgeling.  The word is usually used patronizingly to refer to immature people. I started calling him that mostly because I really did not want him or like him.  It was loud and obnoxious.  It disturbed my thoughts. It wanted more attention that I could give it.  I used to yell at it, cover its cage, and react negatively to many of its behaviours.

I undestand now, that I was in a lot of stress at that time.  I was going through therapy for cultural readjustment (a good topic for a future blog) and the bird reminded me of all the responsibilities I had to cope with at the time.  It was strongwilled and did not liked the gouremt food I would buy.  It would make all kinds of annoying noises all day long! Thankfully, it is all in the past.

Pichón, is a good companion now.  He sings to me in the morning.  He gets excited when I come back from work and "tells me" everything he's done during the day.  My partner swears he does not make any noise in the mornings until I get up from bed.  He chatters while I am on the phone.  He imitates car alarms, phone ringing, internet connecting, and whistles Kill Bill's Twisted Nerve regularly.  Also he knows how to throw kisses, which is the most endearing thing about him.

Now that I am comitted, my parents asked me what I am going to do with the bird.  I asked them why, and they said I did not need it anymore.  Yet, I disagree with them.  Now is when I need him the most.  I need someone to stand beside me and defend me if things do not go right with my partner.  I need someone to headbang with me to late 80's rock.  I need someone to whistle with me when I feel happy.  And Pichón will be there for those things and many more.

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At my most beautiful

Posted on Feb 23rd, 2007 by Iohel el profeta : ecosentido Iohel el profeta
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 Sowing through zaadz I found this blog entry: http://generative.zaadz.com/blog/2007/1/tactic

Being the REM fan I am, I searched for the lyrics and found them. So here it is.

At my most beautiful
by R.E.M.
from the album Up (1998)

I've found a way to make you
I've found a way
a way to make you smile

I read bad poetry
into your machine.
I save your messages
just to hear your voice.
you always listen carefully
to awkward rhymes.
you always say your name,
like I wouldn't know it's you,
at your most beautiful.

I've found a way to make you
I've found a way
a way to make you smile

at my most beautiful
I count your eyelashes, secretly.
with every one, whisper I love you.
I let you sleep.
I know you're closed eye watching me,
listening.
I thought I saw a smile.

I've found a way to make you
I've found a way
a way to make you smile.
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The boy in the well

Posted on Dec 20th, 2006 by Iohel el profeta : ecosentido Iohel el profeta
It is true that music, the same as smells, can bring back memories in the most unexpected ways. Today I am doing an experiment to see if playing music I have not heard in a long, long time will bring back memories. Memories that I need to heal from those things that I have been carrying from the past, from that long ago...

Oddly enough, Enya was in my mind this afternoon, so I started with her this experiment of mine, this my adventure.  Where will it take me? I do not know, but dangling from the unknown has been an adiction for me. Looking over the abyss and stepping out has been a very efficient way for not having to look into my internal well. Today I am jumping into that well, within myself, searching, looking, wandering and wondering...

here is where I look back.
here is where you fell.
this is where I got up.
shaking off my tail
this is where your rope trick
started to look stale.
a greyhound pass for the boy in the well.

it's that sinking feeling
you know what it's bringing on
I might as well say it.
I see it, I feel it
this town is going wrong.
it's turning away.

from Boy in the Well by R.E.M.

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Tainted love

Posted on Dec 18th, 2006 by Iohel el profeta : ecosentido Iohel el profeta
Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
And I've lost my light
For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Oh...tainted love
Tainted love

Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want anymore from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
And you think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Oh...tainted love
Tainted love

Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm gonna pack my things and go
Tainted love, tainted love
Touch me baby, tainted love
Tainted love

By Soft Cell
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Spiritus

Posted on Dec 12th, 2006 by Iohel el profeta : ecosentido Iohel el profeta
Discreto me acerco a ti
con la boca cargada
                                  de lucha
                                  de esfuerzo
de ganas de seguir andando
cansado de tanto tormento.

Cargo mi saliva seca
                                  de noches enredadas,
                            y   de tardes sudorosas,
                            y   de mañanas donde no encontré el sueño.

Te suspiro mi aliento
             no,
te suplico un aliento,
ese espíritu inmortal
de fuerzas para continuar mi ascenso.

Te suplico,
                 y me sonrío contigo.

Mi deseo.
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On Tuesdays

Posted on Dec 12th, 2006 by Iohel el profeta : ecosentido Iohel el profeta
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Tuesdays have always been strange days for me.  They are in the middle of the week so they do not feel like special days.  To make it more strange Tuesdays are related to the masculine god of war, Mars.  Not my favorite god.

So I have tried to make them special days.  When I lived in South America, Tuesdays were "Malaria Days".   I took  my malaria pills religiously on Tuesday mornings expecting the unexpected, since the pills are mildly hallucinogenic and they changed my moods in random ways.

For work, Tuesdays are meeting days.  I always try to set up important meeting for Tuesdays just to make them special days.

On the other hand, Wednesdays... Wednesdays are good days.

blessings

el profeta

Note: Three cheers for Tuesday's gods...
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Just starting...

Posted on Dec 11th, 2006 by Iohel el profeta : ecosentido Iohel el profeta
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This is officially my first blog ever.

Life's been good to me and I plan to share the goodness with everyone else.  I hope to get the chance to return what has been given to me.

This is good for just a start.

blessings

el profeta

The model in the photo is Surya.
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